In the hope of | tensalomi

By the time even my dearest wish has lost
significance and I know
the deepest influence you had on me is going
down
My former attitude is like a crumbling wall
of absent feelnigs and fainted plans
once I
had analysed your favourite dreams I realised where you have failed

This is the point again where I have been before
the inner state of mine I know
for I haven't trust your pessimistc thoughts
I found the daffodils you wrapped in silver
foils
down on the floor where we made love
I took a marker and drew the outlines where your
body used to lie

Now everything I call a new begin
Each person is my friend
In the hope of someone understands my claim
Reveal my inner thoughts of my secret plot
to every person I have met
In the hope of someone understands my claim

On the way to my identity I've sprad some tears
around the floor
as if I'd marked the road that leads back home
to you
I held a picture of how my life would be without
the consequences we have set
like I could change the cause and the effect
I was changin' plans when you have changed your
mind anticipated every step you made
our very moments I hide inside a box